Horoscope for 31st October 2006
The Bottom Line

Have confidence in your ability to be a calming influence in touchy situations.

In Detail

You know in old Hollywood movies when the hero is in the lifeboat and it springs a leak? Today, you can keep that kind of panicky moment from happening by speaking up as soon as you see that something is going wrong. Now is not the time to keep your peace or to let intimidating people keep you quiet. You must have confidence in who you are and what you can offer to the world, because you have a calming influence in even the most panic-filled situations.


you should have asked why, but you never once did, at the right time. and perhaps you never realised this, i hate you alot, serious lot. get this clear, my young girl! even though you look older than all of us, with all the sickening and disgusting pimples covering 8/10 of your face and all, and that you have better broken english or rather the BEST! borken english than all of us out here, you still have that small and immature thinking and heart of yours! in other words, we call that CHILDISH!

i swear if we werent in school when you shouted at me, your fate would have been even worse. if i wasnt sick, i will make sure that the one who packed and left wasnt me, but you, ass. you have been the root of everything in my pw group, what else do you want? having me to do all your work almost all over again, with that lousy english of yours! who do you think you are to just shout at me. come on, you have no rights to do that. and please believe me, i wont make you feel the slightest welcome if so unfortunately you get to pass your english this time round. watch this, i seriously had enough of you! your sucky attitude, your lousy character which piss almost the whole class. and i dont see any reason that can make you stay.

thick-skinned, i know you are. but please look at yourself in the mirror first, before shouting at me! the only reason is that YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO DO THAT.

i guessed i haven been too dumb! he asked me to write irregularity report on both you and n. but i did not. not because i am lazy or still lazy. i thought it would be too mean to do so. but i guess this time, you asked for it yourself. you expect ppl to spare a thought for you, that we all have to symphatize you just because you are takg you o levels english, but have you ever spared a thought for me? NEVER, i can answer for you. tell you what, I WILL NEVER SYMPHATIZE SUCH A SOUL LIKE YOU, because YOU never deserve it! freak!

you may think i cried because you have won in the argument or smth, listen here, ass! you did not win, and i did not lose. i merely felt too disgusted to see your face. and i felt so much like puking whenever i see your face. get this clear. you just suck, to the core. i guess this is not mean enough yet. you just wait for your irregularity report yea? nothing helps anymore. you should just eff off!

i dont know why i even had to waste my sms-es just to remind you guys to read the ppt slides, the scripts and memorise them. and then turn out that YOU, the ass, actually forgot to bring the cards. and firstly, you did not even apologise for not bringing those cards. and next, you pushed the blame to me, for nt reminding you to bring the cards. WTH! you are good at accusing ppl, but still, you suck at talking, and you should just SHUT UP!

think before you even speak. and with all your 'SO?' you think you are very smart? fark off man. just eff off. you just get on everyone's nerves. LAST one please. you should just go back to your mommy and be your ugly mommy's girl your whole life! i doubt any man would make you stay as well. so just leave alright, and make singapore, or even my life more peaceful!?! you dont deserve any respect anyway, just take your silent leave. i'll be glad; we all will be.

THIRD MONTH.

friday was just so-so. yeah. nothing much in fact. went to school for project work. yeah. and returned home. nway, was busy the whole day, then met baby in the evening to cp. bought our stuff and home-d.

met up w baby in the morning on saturday. had cereals for breakfast. =) haha. and we headed to sentosa. yupps. met the rest and yeahh. went to the luge, then to siloso, and off we go back to harbourfront centre.

was browsing in this bridal shop la. i know i know. sounds a lil wrong. yeahh. but we still hope to take some pictures! X) spent alot of time there, then went to vivocity, again. baby bought me a pair of shades from forever21! haha. yeahh. still, stubborn ass, i love you! =P

went gyming on sunday, with cheng, ty, mau and baby. yupps. after that showered there, lunch-ed at mac, and i home-d. yeahh. boring sunday. and baby got cut at the toe. poor thing. but speedy recovery okay!

today was still okay. traing was alright la. i managed to finish the whole training with my stupid flu, which means, i didnt skip anyth! =)) haha. after lunch-g at hg mall ljs, we caught DEATHNOTE at the new cathay. yupps. was supposed to be jojo's treat. haha. yeahh. but i paid for myself..(: deathnote was quite okay la, some parts were funny. especially the L! haha. nway, train-ed home w eunice and sarah. then we were talking la.

after that reach sengkang w sarah and then we went walking around lor. i bought a GREEN hairband! HAHA! and my twin sister bought some earrings! haha. yeahh. then after that we bus-ed 86 home. had so much to talk with my twin! haha. had a great day today. and thanks for everything. =)

met baby and passed him his LOVE LETTER. yeah. which he used to i-dont-know-what, the whole envelop was crumpled laaaa. so dotts. =X then i home-d.

baby says he's fetching me tmr. well, we'll see. haha.

may all the gods and all the angels and fairies, bless all my friends who are taking major exams this period of time! bless them with pink health, and great minds! *ah-lei-lu-ya*

oh well. a bad night ytd. and a bad day today. the commendation day programmes suck, i really must say. honestly, the cheerleading has no standard at all! it is so LOW class can.. no offence, but it's yaaa.. damn lousy! i am so glad my parents or my baby didnt turn up today. it'd be very disgracing for them to see such performance.! oh my. i felt so disgusted! nway, some of the dedications by the teachers were really a bore laaaaa. i almost dozed off! and the lists of awardees just go on and on and on.... =X

only me and sarah present for traing, so apparently, no traing la. went to the gym instead, then the guys joined us cause it was raing. yeahh. and we went skcc to play ball after that. and so unfortunately, i met some ASS there. arghhhh! wtf! i have nothing to say to you, not simply you suck, or i am a loser. but because i feel that it is such a disgrace talkg to you, and right now, i despise you from the heart! you, an ass! you will never change, just like the leopards never change its spots, and then since you love smokg so much, well, you can smoke all you want, and freakg get OUT of my life; fight all you want and just EFF off!

tell you what, you are just nothing in my eyes!
a piece of shit.
fcuk off.

on that day, i have alr started treasuring you...

with you around, i dont care if it's rain or shine, i'll be equally happy;

you, my love;

i enjoy every moment with you, only;

trapped in the ZOO;

am supposed to be a happy post. yea. whatever. hmmmm.
went to the ZOO ytd with BABY! okok. i was so excited. nway, my parents saw him waiting for me under my block. =X whatever. yea. made our way to the ZOO. and we walked around la. well. baby's sandals broke off. awww... but still, we enjoyed ourselves. maybe nt him, but i am sure i DID! especially the last part where i took alot alot alot of pictures! i swear i really enjoyed myself. =)) and a million thanks to you... for without you, i wouldnt be that happy, touring the zoo alone, walking in the rain and all. i just wanna thank you so much.. for no reason. ilu.

nway, had traing today, and it rained after that. fangfang fell down today. and i am supposed to be happy, but i am not. arghhhh!!!! went home in the rain. and i hated the way those people just stared at me. i hate it, for god's sake!

my granny almost fell again today. but this time she was caught hold of before she fell and hit her head against the wooden sofa, and her back against the marble stool! i cant imagine what would have happened. i jsut dont wish to think any further. i feel so super helpless. it's like i cant do anyth for her when i want to. i feel so sorry for her la. hai. am i emo-ing once again?

nway, arif doesnt look too good today. and desmond got kicked out, and many more ppl too. =X aww. i wish i can do someth, perhaps for them, or for myself to make me feel better... =( someone please help me! help me get out of this place. i need a break.

i dont care for anything, not any badges, not any roles, not any name or fame, not any eagles award and all. just set me free, perhaps?

i am sorry.
thursday tm. i hope i just dont feel any better. =X

ohhh. what a horrible night i had! nway, felt so much better after one night's rest. managed to talk to him today, as in really TALK, yeah. thought we didnt really say much. butbut.. yeah. we are gg to be okaye. thanks to everyone. esp ARIF! && amelia!!! and whoever that had helped me along the way. a big THANK YOU!

okkay. and i met jeremy at 260. was supposed to ball, but but.. i was too lazy! baby treated me to ice-cream! and we took pictures of our baby bear! haha! and then qiqi msg-ed me ask me go vivo city laaaa.. haha. and i went! baby pei-ed me there before he went town to meet his clique. yupps. it was so crowded at harbourfront! VERY.

met up w ber and qi, then we walked ard.. and then went back to harbourfront centre to eat. lunch-ed at HANS. yepp. was super filling la. haha. afterwhich, we walked ard and slacked. then ber left for grandma's hse. left qi and me. then we went mac. grabbed someone else's drinks and left it on the table so that we dont have to buy. HAHA!

&&i was practically stoning for very long laa, while qi did her maths. yaaa. i stoned and finally remembered i bought my op stuff out to do. haha. then i did my prep. and all. meanwhile, i taught qi maths! &i gave her a LOVE LETTER!!! haha. :DDD to my dearest friend, you gotta keep on trying and trying. dont care what others say about you, you lead your own life, and you live for yourself. no matter what you do, you have my support, but but never give up okay? JIAYOUS!!! & we'll visit town and CANDY EMPIRE soon again! perhaps SENTOSA too! cheers. =))

nway, we went back to vivo city again to meet baby. yeah. he promised to buy me chocolates! HAHA! okaye. yeah. so i bought this chocolate cookies, and this box of chocolate! haha! i shared it w qiqi, my sisters & parents! haha! went home after buyg the chocolate. yupps. train-ed back with qi and we did someth nice and sweet okaye.. HAHA! i am so proud of myself! okok. i'll tell the story... (:

in the train right. me n qi sat in the middle of the seats. then at first only left the seat on my left, so the husband let the pregnant lady sit and he went to stand at the door thr.. haha. then at some other stations, the seat beside qi was empty, so the husband went to sit, n then i felt v awkward... so i asked the husband if he wanted to change seats w me, and then we changed lor. HAHA! thn i saw them holding hands so tightly laaaaa... haha! so sweet caaannn... :DDD

okok.crapp. thn back to cp n i bought my cue cards n went home. was talking to qi on theway back.. and we talked alot laaa. just gonna nt to think so much okay..=) FANGFANG supports yoo!!!

back home, and had my dinner and everyth. thn we started eatg the chocolate.. :) anyanyway, doing op prep tmr morning. n meeting cheng after that for lunch. yea. gonna do mah work soon.

my day is still okok.. all thanks to you...<33

okaye. i feel so down down down && DOWN! whatever the reason that caused this, i don wish to care anymore. i don think i am very hurt, i am so numb to your sorrys, dont you have anything else to tell me? i am really so tired.. nt tired being tgt w you, but tired w my school life and all.. but you couldnt uds at all. instead, you wanted to start IT all.

i dont like the way we are now, i dont even like myself talking to you on the phone just now. i just cant say anyth like i used to anymore! it wont be the same after so many hurtings and so many hurtings you gave.

do you even know how worried-sick i was since last night? and perhaps, i didnt even have my day in school today. everything seems to get in my way, do you even know? i made all my friends so worried for me, and i cant even do much too. other than the word sorry, dont you really have anyth to say to me?

it really makes me think alot. my mind was in a whirl the whole of today. wasnt even payg attention during op, and i practically screwed it up, cos i wanna get it over soon, once and for all. and and.. i couldnt do it. i could hardly focus during my traing as well. the feeling just suck, yes, it suck!

&&yess, i hate playg ball w you on court, i hate it. and i hate it the way you treat as if nothing happened. i hate it the way my heart aches, and i hate it the way i talk to you! i have nth to squeeze out of me, and i dont know how to make you feel better, to make you think that i am okay, so that you wont worry. why do i even have to go through so much, why do i even have to do it?

from you, i have learnt how to heal a broken heart;
from you, i have learnt how to be independent;
from you, i have grown to be a better person;
from you, i have learnt how to think, again and again;
&&from you, i have discovered that our love isnt strong enough.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Special Post for Fang. =)
by TIYING.

Life is like a multifaceted prism,
which gives different colored images,
when viewed from different angles.

Look how it appears to different people:
a. Life is a struggle, face it.
b. Life is a brief intermission, between birth and death, enjoy it.
c. Life is a lesson, learn it.
d. Life is not a joke, take it seriously.
e. Life is work, work is life.
f. Life is a dream, to be realized.
g. Life is to be lived, enjoy it.
h. Life, without a wife, is no life.
i. Life is not a bed of roses.
j. Life is an ocean, fathom it.
k. Life is an opportunity, don't miss it.
l. Life without love is desolate.
m. Life is a goldmine, exploit it.
n. Life is what you make it.
o. Life lies in optimism. Be a positive thinker.
p. Life is like a game of snakes and ladders; one faces many pitfalls before one reaches the top.
q. Life will be a pleasure, if you love your work.
r. Life without goals, is groping in darkness.
s. Life without trust is a life in turmoil.
t. Life is a journey; make it as pleasant as possible.
u. Life doesn't mean bread alone.
v. Life is meaningful, only if there is a mission.
w. Life is enriched by good friendship.
x. Life doesn't mean years alone: "IT IS THE LIFE IN THOSE YEARS"
y. Life is useful, if you contribute something, that will outlive it.
z. Life lies in diversity, not in monotony.



Believe in rewards that await you,
believe in the harvest in store.
Believe that the spring will awaken,
believe you'll be sowing once more.
Believe that there's a tomorrow,
where no one cares if you can't dance.
Believe in the future's promise,
each new day brings a new chance.
Believe you can make you goals happen,
they're just dreams with a deadline attached.
Believe that you have the power,
believe that you're more than a match.
Believe in a shared existence,
you're not alone this is true.
Believe that right now there is someone,
who believes in the wonder that's you.


DAILY SURVIVAL KIT (Author Unknown)

Toothpick, Rubber band, Band aid, Pencil, Eraser, Chewing gum, Mint, Candy kiss, Tea bag

Why?
1. Toothpick -to remind you to pick out the good qualities in others
2. Rubber band -to remind you to be flexible: things might not always work out the way you want, but it will work out.
3. Band aid -to remind you to heal hurt feelings, yours and someone else's
4. Pencil -to remind you to list your blessings everyday
5. Eraser -to remind you that everyone makes mistakes, and it's OK
6. Chewing gum -to remind you to stick with it and you can accomplish anything
7. Mint -to remind you that you are worth a mint!
8. Candy kiss -to remind you that everyone needs a kiss or a hug every day
9. Tea bag -to remind you to relax daily and go over your list of blessings

a rather nice day huh.? oh whatever. got back all my results today. for whoever that is interested, i have got a B, 2S, &&2Us. hmmm. i am freakg disappointed in myself, i must admit. studied so hard and i got grades like this.

thank you to yuzhen nway, after cryg out, i felt so much better. thanks for all that you have told me. it meant alot.

thank you to per, amelia, clara, tingting, sarah, nic, tiying, ruth, cheng, rou, and ah ma, jiamin and tingsheng from the bottom of my heart, i thank you all my friends. thanks for being there at that right moment. thanks for the support u gave and all, u know i love you ppl!

&& thanks to all the surprises and stress i got, i guess im hearing those footsteps again...

last night was horrible i swear. (oh no, i should just stop swearing..)
i could hardly sleep! i wonder if i am too stressed, too tired, too paranoid? or too eff-ed up! wth.
i keep hearing things. and i dont know if i am scaring myself, which i know everyone will say i am. but but, i really heard them. && they are really driving me crazy! CRAZY, i meant. my mom and my eldest sister say that i am crazy; baby doesnt seems to believe what i say either, and nic asked if i was okay. oh no. just tell me if i am okay. i dont know myself too.

gettg back ALL my results tmr. yupp. ms lee says that i didnt do well. oh well, pls, i hope i will disappoint her man. she always put us down, i wonder what she wants! whatever. i just pray for a peaceful night, and that i wake up with all my pimples, my wrinkles, my dark eye rings and big eye bags to just disappear...

AMEN!

the past week had been an ANGRY week for me, it is the same for this post as well. oh no!!! it just suck suck suck && SUCK!!!!! for whatever reason, for whoever, for whatever laaaaa, believe me or not, i DISLIKE my FAMILY! i swear i do.

eff-ed.

they just get on your nerves, esp when it's the last one!
they never seemed to care,
they never seemed to know,
they never seemed to love..
they NEVER did.

they simply get on my nerves.
i swear i do dislike them.
i swear..
&& i do.

arghhhhhh!!!!

eff-ed, again.

alright. exams officially over last week. and i am suffering from post-exams blues. PALETTE suck! and i hate PALETTE! i was made to do some shitty jobs and all, i swear i did give my honest comments. arghh. listen, it just suck so much.

palette that day was really horrible. had to make changes to wr, and i had 2 idiots going missing in my grp. wth. just bloody freakg eff-offf laaaaaaa... STOP WASTING MY TIME, please.. STOPPP!!! ireally had a very bad week.. this whole week. i guess i had cried myself to sleep almost everyday. staying up till late at night, alone, when the whole world is asleep, i swear the feeling of loneliness kills! well, i wonder why am i still here.

had bball sort-of-training on wed, after palette. i was really TIRED&&TIRED. nothing else. went back sk to meet baby. we played 3points, and i lost. =X did alot of pumpings. a big fight happened after i reached home. oh no, fangfang is the main victim! ahhhhh.. WHATEVER, i said MY FAMILY SUCK!

was supposed to go sentosa with cheng, rou and ahma on thursday, but i totally was in no mood. i had to go school and complete the WR, and then finally submit it. and then we decided to go SEOUL GARDEN instead. hmmmm. i did laugh, i did smile, but i know it aint true. the curve doesnt seem real enough to even convince my ownself. i am defeated.

friday was just like any normal school day. after pw and econ lectures, i wanted to pon geog lecture, but was called back! wtf! was called back for WR! assssss..... a lousy friday, a black on indeed. =X was doing wr from 3till 6plus. oh gosh! i almost gave the eureka's bbq a miss! nway, baby went w me. yeahh. and nevertheless, another lousy day for me to cry! the smiles and laughter, they aint real, they arent true enough for myself to believe that i am okay.

finally, my dearest weekend came! spent saturday balling w baby, and i slept at his house la. i was too tired. and he was so cutee laaaa... he sat on the floor, beside the bed, w his phone in his hands, hoping that he doesnt miss the alarm that he set. haha. thank you, my dearest you! went back at around 10, and i had a very tired night. i dozed off.

went for pw meeting, and came back with baby. went balling and stuff. didnt ball much, cause it was really too boring la, and baby had to go his gparents house. hmmmm. my weekend was simple, not-too-sweet, tired but satisfying though. i had his company, that is enough. thankyou, baby. you made me feel loved, somehow.

&& tmr's back to school, and there's training. oh no, it's back to three-times-a-week training! i am so gonna be shaggggg...!!! whatever. have been training my 3 points rather often, i hope i did improve, somehow, somewhat.

fangfang's gonna sleep soon.
blessed night, may god give to me.

okaye. i see the need to blog today, uh-huh, NOW, i mean.
haha. :DDD
the whole week of exams had tortured me thoroughly! but but, i put on weight instead! haha!

07oct.06
baby's birthday! okok! we planned a surprise for baby laaaa!!! whahahaha! it's a long long story laaa. and i dont know from where to start. =X okok. nway, went ps w baby, then met xp they all at flash n splash! haha. then the surprise was thr lor! yeahh, baby was super shocked! XD i'm happy for him. ((:

we walked ard, went cathay, xp they all bought baby a party tank top. haha. but he still wants his BOARDshorts! haha. then we went to watch WORLD TRADE CENTRE, a rather stupid show la. haha. okok. went heeren after that for dinner. yupps. BILLY BOMBERS! whoah.. damn ex can.. =X nway, had dinner and alot of laughter.. yeah.

went orchard towers again.. yeah. and waited for cheryl to cut her hair. yupps, aft that we went home. =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY!!! <33

08oct.06
okay. baby accompanied me to study!!! i am really very happy! REALLY! his first time accompanyg me to study laaa... yes.. thank you so much! you made me feel better. && ruth, uur presence made me feel better too. for w/o you, i wouldnt have laughed as hard! if not for everyone being busy, i wouldnt have asked you! haha! just like if not for all the seats being occupied, you wouldnt have sat w us right? :DDD

went home after muggg. yupps. continued to mugg till late at night. =X i was dead beat! aww.. nway, yea. i fell asleep. and and..

09oct.06
finally, my last paper! i wouldnt be surprised if i never do well, i didnt put in more hardwork. i expected it. what to do..=X nway, after exams today, i went ps to meet xiuyun!!! ohmygod! i just love you soo much laaaa... had fun w you today, and haven caught up w you for so long, im so glad we met! =)) okay. nway, me and xiu went ard shopping la.. we went heeren, then bugis, topshop, tried a few items, and yeah, we left! haha! i quite liked the black shoes actually, and it's like only 39 bucks! oh nonono!! i am so gonna get a new pair of shoes! && we went dorothy perkins, and i got this top w xiu at only 15.20! oh well, its love at first sight.. =)) baby thought it was quite big, but i thought it was okay! haha. i just love that top! haha. but i love my baby too.. =p

okay. after bugis street and parco bugis, we went back to cathay again. yupps. this time w baby! haha. he bought me a pair of haviannas and a pair of new urban male shorts, those fbt-like! haah. and he spent like another 20 bucks for that new urban male soft toy! oh my. he really does dote on me! just within a day, he spent over a hundred on me!

nway, i bought some stuff from MADE WITH LOVE! it's so darn cool, BUT expensive laaa.. i spent all my forty bucks allowance today. and we didnt take neoprints! =( never mind.. tmr will be a better day..
((:

we had our dinner at marina square, before rushing back to cathay to get my soft toy and haviannas! arghh. went to all their outlets but didnt really got the one i liked. =X whatever la, im glad he made my day, and im glad he doted me this way! thank you soo much, my darlingg!!!

:DDD

finally now, i just read the edited wr, and i am so lazy to do everything! nizar's internet connection is not workg, and i doubt the two of them will do it! arghhh.. it just suck so much!
there's palette briefing tmr at 9am. and i wonder it'll last till what time. =X i am so freakg tired laaaa...i guess i gonna turn in now, before i eventually collapse..

btw, it's AMELIA's BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! yeahh. happie birthday to my dearest girl! i'll pass u your card asap okay? haha. i bought some stuff, just to make card for u ehh.. touched bah? haha!

baby, whatever you've done for me,
i dont know how to thank you.
if the only way to make you happy is to smile,
i'll smile at you every moment,
to melt your heart,
and catch your eyes,
&&finally,
to lock your heart,
tgt with mine,
tightly, and holding it in my hands.
baby, i just love you so...<3

finally have the time to blog.
(:

exams, im left with 2 papers. okay, 1 tmr and the last one on monday. yupps. and this saaturday's baby's birthday laaaa... ohmygawd! what a lousy girlfriend i am! i haven prepared anything for him. yes, honestly, and seriously, i had no time. oh no, i am so sorry. baby...

there's h1 math paper tmr. well, i can finally take a break. the past 2 days had really drained me out! esp on wednesday. well, im glad it's finally over.! :DDD

aiyah. i'll keep this short. shall bloggg agn after exams. well, im kinda excited for palette! haha! okay.. so excited laaaa...=))

S.H.E - 触电

★

风走在我们前面
甩裙摆画著圆圈
花美得兴高采烈
那香味有点阴险
你在我旁边的旁边
但影子却肩碰肩
偷看一眼 你的唇边
是不是也有笑意明显

明明是昨天的事情
怎麼今天我还在经历
一丁点回忆都能惊天又动地
想问个愚蠢问题
我们再这样下去
你猜会走到哪里

但请你不要太快揭开还沉默的情话
先让我多著急一下再终於等到解答
太容易的爱故事就不耐人回味啦
像这样触电 就够我快乐熔化

我们就耐心培养萌芽不要急著开花
反正有长长的日记等我们去填满它
在被全世界发现以前先愉快装傻
就这样触电 一直甜蜜触电直到爆炸

像一年四个季节
都被你变成夏天
我才会在你面前
总是被晒红了脸

像一百万个秋千
在我心里面叛变
被你指尖 碰到指尖
我瞬间就被汤到天边

okay. back to blogging. had chinese paper1 on friday, ytd. and went far east with amelia!!! was supposed to shop for my baby's present, && another friend's too. haha. okok. hmmm. went almost all the shops la. and we found this shop! hmmm.. the one which i took the photo in. (below, me with the shades) =) okay. that shop is really cool, i must admit. i bought 3 rings! HAHA! okay. we had alot of fun laaaa... yea! went 77th street and saw this bag which is quite okay la. hmmm. am savg up for that. (:

yea. cudnt find anyth really interesting la. nway, we left for home ard 3 plus i think. took alot of idiotic shots la. haha. and and we bought a mickey watch!!!! :DDD

went gal's chalet today, had bbq there. yupps. the guys played twister, and we had whole lot of fun! shall upload the photos soon, if i rmb, and if i have the time... ((:

nway was balling in the morning. it was cool laaaa..yea. baby said i improved in my shooting, which i thot otherwise. well well.. who cares abt bball now. ahh. whatever! gonna go back to studying alr. okays, most prob meeting ruth to study tmr. i hope so laaa... but but..i wish to meet baby tmr...=X

misses a thousand &&one trucks;
loves to a million &&one loads!