i dont uds whye, but i just love these photos w ME inside! HAHA!
:DDD

alright ppl, i'll be away for camps, and kl trip very soon. yupps.
cca leaders camp tmr till tues, ogl camp from thurs till saturday. and kl trip from monday, 4dec to friday, 8dec! haha. hmmmm. i'll be away laaaa...

and baby's moving on the 9th dec.. =X

Your conservative side has been in power for a long time -- so today it's time to let your wild child out! For inspiration, let your nuttiest friends lead the way toward a wackier life for a while. You need a vacation from organization, a break from the staid stuff of life, and an overall mood renovation. It's time to revisit your childhood and stop taking things so seriously. You can safely take a break from grownup responsibilities right now.

alright. hmm.. one whole busy week!
:DDD

21nov.
after math lesson, met up w baby at sengkang, then we went swensens and lunch-ed! HAHA! i loveeee the COFFEE ice cream!!! haha. yeahh. then we went skcc to find huiwen and ruth and NIC!! yeahh. ball-ed and it was totally soooo COOL! =p

ball-ed and went home ard 6pm to cook dinner for my dad..=X then i went back skcc to ball again... =) yeahh. i was dumb plus still dumb la. i actually hit my fist against the wall, and i ahd a bruise on my middle finger..=X nway, it wasnt a very good day actually. haha. hmmmm...

baby sent me home. :)

22nov.
it was a superb long day laaaaaa.... had econs lecture, geog and chinese! wth! one whole day of lessons, and had traing after that. worst still, STRENGTH traing..=X well, gym-ed and we had to sprint 4 rounds! in 8mins, which i think i didnt do it laaaa....=X traing was okay.. i guess..

arif asked me to be his date laaa. wth! nway, i agreed to go la. haha!

23nov.
hmmmm. home-d the whole day. only left house at ard 1530 for the friendly w seniors. oh well! to me, it was such a horrible match! the part which i played. i almost died-ed!!! i wish i could just run away. still, i am sorry to all, for even scolding you guys for NOT RUNNING. i dont know if i was really in the wrong, which i think everyone would think i am la. it was tiring to lead when none wants to at least follow...=(

went to the kl trip briefing w baby. yupps. and we told the teachers he was my cousin. LOL! wth! hmmmm. nway, we went cp and had yong tau foo for dinner! haha. then we walked home.. =))

double cheers for you, my dearr..

happy birthday to elizabeth too!

24nov.
went school for geog lecture and baby fetched me from school! :D we went plaza for lunch and i went over to his house and pei-ed him till ard 5pm. yeahh. i home-d and showered and gt ready for the j1 bash. haaha. baby sent me to school nway. :D oh no, he's just so sweeeeet laaaa...

j1 bash was a failure i guess. somebody got injured. =X left early w clara and amelia to cp and had dinner there. yeahh. after that we went to the space outside cp and were talkg thr till ard 11 plus before we left for home. haha.

i slept early because i was tired. :)

25nov.
was out early to accompany baby, and then we went to expo for the adidas sale! haha. bought quite alot of stuff. yupps. and then waited for my brother to come and he paid for everyth laaaaa... HAHA! bought a pair of shoes, a shorts and 3 tops! haha. nway, my brother sent us back to compass for lunch or dinner. haha. and he homed. went to baby's house after that. haha. had a talk there and yeahh. i loveee you to the bits and pieces laaaa!!!

:DDD

TOOTHPASTE SONG.

had chinese lessons in the morning. i wondered if i really paid attn. was havg my cramps. and i swear today's such a lousy day for me! after chinese lessons, we went for econ. yeahh. i wondered if i was payg attn again! hmmm. nway, lunch-ed in school after econs, and went home w clara. yupps.

homed at around 2pm. and i rested till around 3pm before i left for school again. baby was waiting at my void deck, but i made him go away. i am having a very lousy day! i didnt want to show it out, not to anyone. it doesnt help.

reached school and waited for everyone to come, and off we go! to dragon boating! had alot of fun. especially when out in the boat! yessss. supposedly very fun. but but.. had alot to laugh at and all. yess. nway, bus-ed back and alighted at kovan and bus-ed home. i fell asleep on the bus..=X and i home-d at around 8pm laa. i am super tired today.

ET
ET who?
pom pom pom pom
i am ET from the outer space
pom pom pom pom
come to singapore to sell toothpaste
pom pom pom pom
when i see your face
it reminds me of a monkey's face
pom pom pom pom
hey monkey
tell your mama to buy my toothpaste.

does it tell a story?

i have been caught in between you, and your mom and your friends, perhaps between your work or school as well. i want to get out of it alive. it's tiring. sometimes, even if i wish to see you, i dont get the chance, yet i have to tell you that you should just go ahead w whatever you want to do. is it so hard to just meet up to you? to say i miss you, and to get a simple hugg from you?
can you just tell me what you mean and not say one and do another thing? imagine how disappointed i am with all these 'i'll pick you up'', 'i'll meet you today', or 'i promise..', 'i want to...'

dont you just uds a lil?

16nov.
had geog lecture. one whole stack of notes laaa. =X nway, home-d and continued making the organizer thingie till around 4 and i napp-ed. yeahh. woke up half an hour later, showered, changed and out to meet baby. he waited for me at my void deck then we went cp to take 156. yeahh. had thai express at junction8! haha. i had my softshell crab with soup and calamari with baby, and he had shrimp paste rice! awww.. we were just so FULL! :D

after that we went around to walk, then bus-ed home. long journey back. yeahh. but we had alot to say on the bus. =) it was simply but sweet.

17nov.
had math lecture in the morning. learned probability. arghh! nway, after that met up with classmates to go out for lunch. had pratas! haha. then we went back school. was in the canteen talkg and talkg while melia was at her chemistry. hmmmm. then went for econs. it was boring but funny laaa. then i went for my basketball traing. and there it goes, the start of my basketball camp...


No Matter What-Boyzone

Chica cha ha ha
Chica cha ha ha
Chica cha ha ha
Chica cha ha ha
Chica cha ha ha
Chica cha ha ha

No matter what they tell us
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe it's true
No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We'll find our own way back

I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know our love forever
I know no matter what

If only tears were laughter(ooh)
If only night was day(ooh)
If only prayers were answered(hear my prayers)
Then we could hear God say(say)

No matter what they tell you
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach you
What you believe it's true
And I will keep you safe and strong
And shelter from the storm
No matter where it's barren
A dream is being born(Ooh)

No matter who they follow
No matter where they leave
No matter how they judge us
I'll be everyone you need
No matter if the sun don't shine( the sun don't shine)
Or if the skies are blue(skies are blue)
No matter what the end is
My life began with you

I can't deny what I believe( what I believe)
I can't be what I'm not(I know I know )
I know this love's forever
That's all that matters now

No matter what
NO no matter what (no,no matter what)
No,no matter what

That's all that matters to me


《I Believe I Can Fly》
Sung By "R.Kelly"

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence, it can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me

If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
Yeah, 'cause I believe in you

If I can see it (wooh), then I can do it (I can do it)
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly (wooh)
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly (I can fly)
I believe I can fly (I can fly)
I believe I can fly (I can fly)

If I just spread my wings (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly)
I can fly (heh! I can fly)

If I just spread my wings (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly, I can fly, I can fly, I can fly)
Fly, high, high

the 2 songs which taught me LIFE, and made a DIFFERENCE in my life, just within a day. there it goes..

back from BASKETBALL CAMP 2006. yeah. i enjoyed it alot. though i didnt really wanted to go initially. well. it was fun! the first day we had our FIRST FULL ATTENDACE! call it happy or consoled, i dont know. still, we trained. yupps. some little hiccups along the way, but we finished traing. yeahh. went out to kovan for dinner, i had macs with baby, cos he brought jacket for me! haha. thanks. afterwhich, we went back to school at ard 930 and watched some basketball videos. yupps. all the way till 11 plus close to 12, before we went to bed. but we still had to carry the mattresses to the classrooms. =X and the guys still went out for supper. haha.

the girls were crappg throughout the whole night while only me and qingqing slept, i guess. haha. i hoped they had their fun though without much sleep. =) woke up several times in the night. didnt really sleep la, just resting my eyes. and let my body rest. hmmm. woke up at 5plus in the morning. yupps. washed up and got ready for the morning endurance run which was supposed to be 5km or more i guesss. nway, we ran towards kovan, and cut across wingtai building and ran all the way straight, close to the old tampines road there. yupps. was supposed to go even further, but mr hon asked us to turn back instead, cos practically more than half of the team was walking. so we went back and walked all the way back to school. and finally got to meet the rest outside school.

had very lil for breakfast. bought mee but didnt feel like eatg alr. so gave it to qingqing. yeahh. and went IT room for the mental strength workshop. that MAN is really very nice. MR THAM. in fact, i benefitted alot from this workshop. somehow, he taught me many things. his words are encouraging and motivating. i wish he could stay longer. haha! anyway, there was this part where the captains and vice captains had to go up and talk about the obstacles identified by the team and the solutions which we have thought through. and i seriously hope COMMITMENT would no longer be our problem. i felt alot better talkg to my girls, though not directly. somehow, somewhat, i wish they did understand my intentions.

i have soooo much to say yet because i couldnt just say them out, i remained silent. i really wished someone could uds. but they never did. they only have 'I' in themselves, no "OTHERS'. =X i felt like giving up, somehow, but mr tham's words pushed me further. i thank him from the bottom of my heart.

i was asked to say something to thank MR THAM on behalf of the whole basketball team. i was honoured, definitely. but it somehow boosted my confidence in speaking in front of ppl. i almost teared when i was talking, and i felt really thankful to him. after the workshop, everyone just left the IT room, leavg only ms rivera and mr hon clearg up the place, and me and jungui to help out. do they only have themselves in their heart?

after that we all got ready for the match. changed and all. was pretty nervous for it. and i swear ytd's game had also boosted my confidence somehow. i felt i had done my parts ytd, though i was a lil off-form during the last quarter. i was touched and glad to see how my ppl fight despite all the missed passes, which includg myself who had made them. got scolded, got stared at, got jeered at, and i had the pains as well. i had all at one go, all on me. it was really a bad day. i could have broken down there, but it would have been such a disgrace! i wish i could have done better.

even if i wanted to play better, without the rest of the team, i cant too. the fact is because we ONLY had ONE training with FULL ATTENDANCE! how cann we ever play if this goes on.? tell me how.

the guys match i gave it a miss, and got scolded for that too, with sarah. =X went back to school after that, and debriefing was a drag! i was really shag after everything la. i could hardly move. met baby at the bus stop, and we had kfc for dinner. in fact, that was my first proper meal of the day! =X baby had to leave halfway, so he came back for me after that. i was waitg till i could drop flat anytime laaaa. =( i was whining and all that. i just didnt want to move. STONE-D.

i met baby ytd. at his house after shoppg w melia. yeahh.

nway, i shall talk about the morng first. (:
i woke up at 730 and cooked porridge for melia, and my baby laa, for god's sake. my first time cookg porridge caaan. and it didnt turn out too bad la. baby finished everything. and melia onli half of it! -_-'''

alright. never mind. it was really quite alot. cos i didnt finish mine as well. haha. i gave half of it to my baby! whahaha. still, he finished EVERYTHING laaaaaa.. ~
then we had lunch at coffeeshop. and waited for melia while talkg to tingting outside the library. haha. we waited w tingting until 1330 then we left school. i was so hungry the whole day caaann. oh no! nway, we went ps. yupps. and ate tako-yaki balls outside gv. haha. was sittg there and talkg. shall skip this part. after that we went walkg around and saw many very cute wrapping papers! haha. i bought 5 piece i think. hmmm. nono. is melia bought 2 for me, i bought 1 for her, and 3 for myself. haha! craps. yeah. and i bought 2 cards, supposedly for him. haha. well, i dont know. haha. then we walked around lor. was so freakg tired la. oh yaaaa.. we went carrefour first when we reached PS! haha. we went to try the fbt shorts!haha.

i bought a white and orange one, and a black one. then i bought a fbt top, which is similar to those canoeing ones. yeaa. wanted to get one long ago..=) nway, i just love the shorts la. dry-fit material. haha! yeaaaa... whahaha!!~ we wanted to go watch movie and all that, but didnt. went times bookshop and i finished the seventeen magazine. haha. and read this book, GUESS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, for those young children's bedtime stories. haha. but nway, i am soooo gonna get it for someone! haha. a fren or baby. i still love them all.

:DDD

haha. yeahh. train-ed back to sk, and i went his house to meet him. he asked to talk. yeah, and we talked. there was a communication breakdown, i guess. and hopefully, i am prayg hard for everything to be over soon. i poured out all the hardfelt feelings to him, and i just cried and wet his shoulders! =X well well, maybe it was really a good thing to talk? melia, sometimes it is really good to talk things out. for him, and for me, we both like to talk things out. :)

thank you to everyone, anyway.

traing later at 230 and then hes cmg to fetch me if i am released late. also, we are gg thai express tmr, hopefully, we are able to do so. x)

RETAIL THERAPHY!

alright. shoppg w mommy and daddy is always good and fun. i felt so loved laaa! was havg sooo many bad days and i still accompanied my parents to vivo city. aww. such a nice girl i am! X) yeahh. haha.

&& thank you to AMELIA, && my dearest TWIN! of course, my parents too! awww. they are just so sweeeeet!

okaye. first, my dad topped up my ezlink card, twenty bucks, so which means i can take mrt from north to south and south to west, not havg to worry abt the money. haha. and i can have mac for lunch or dinner! whahaha. okaye. that twenty bucks means alot. ohh.. haha. when we reached vivo, i complained that i was hungry so my parents went to eat w me. haha. and then after that i said i wanted to buy chocolates, and my dad gave me 10bucks. but i took more than that, so my mom paid the rest, which is like 19.47? whahaha! but i have to share all of them w my sister.. haha. still, chocolates made my day! haha. afterwhich, i dragged my parents to topshop, pull and bear, forever21, blah blah blah.. haha. and my mom promised me a top and a pair of shoes next month! HAHA! nway, i am gettg this pair of slippers-like thingie from charles&keith. ahah. 29.90. im so gonna save up for that! haha! then i accompanied my parents to the hawker centre opp harbourfront centre to eat. haha. yeahh. afterwhich, we headed for home! haha. met my bro on the train, and home-d tgt! my bro gave me 5 dollars. haha. and my mom 50 bucks! =X

nway, was feelg just so nice last night la, shoppg w my parents and all that. and baby kept me company with his sms-es. oh well, so i assume things are alright? =X haha. was on the phone w him till 12plus then we went to sleep. YOU LOVE ME! xP

baby fell sick today. so i went over to his place to look after him. high fever, and i didnt know what to do. so i remember seeing ppl using wet towels putting on the forehead, so i followed suit. haha. i had no idea what to do actually. haha. so i was there from 11 plus all the way to 2pm, before i left for traing. was early nway.

attendance was rather pathetic. well, what can i do? hmmm. traing still okay today. sarah, cheer up! :) we'll work tgt, i'll be there for you, just like how you were there for me! big SMILES! =))

and tmr's back to school again, but I AM HAPPY! cos i am towning wit AMELIA and i-dont-know-who! whahahaha! we are gettg FBT shorts, haha. dont know what's so exciting, but still i AM GLAD! haha! hmmm. then we are just gg to walk the whole town! haha! i cant wait to go school laaaaa....X) oh noo... and amelia's just gonna be so damn proud cos her name appeared so many times in my blog! whahahaha!!!

nway, i pray for you speedy recovery! <3

my dear boyy. thank you for the GODIVA chocolate, even though it was me who asked you for it. still, thank you.

tingting, i guess this period of time is really very tough for me to get by. i dont know whats wrong la. i thought everything would be okay every morning.. even though it was just a short time that i met up w him, i tot it'd be okay. but still, i dont know what's got into me. yes, the chocolate seems to be sweet yet bitter. sweet because it is from him, bitter because i dont know why. yess, i am sort-of touched because he still remembers that i asked him for chocolate to make me feel better. he asked what can he do to make me feel better, and i said CHOCOLATE. does the chocolate really do the trick, honestly, i dont know. i just wanted him to not worry so much. it was the best i could. to hide the sadness, and to hide the tears. i tried.

alright. i am fallg real sick now. gg to.. was havg such a terrible night ytd. home-d early, and took a short nap, before i caught HUI JIA at 1130! omg. i cried from the start till the end caaann. and it's like i really cried, and cried..

well, maybe other than the story was touching and sad, i guess i was griefg in my heart as well. i really dont know whats wrong. i feel very bad, down and all. i wish to be alone. yes, alone. yes, i know it hurts, alot i know, still...the more i think of it, the tougher i am gettg back to myself. oh my.

was on the phone w AMELIA from 130am to 530am! around there laa. haha. and a big big THANK YOU my dear girl! you taught me alot of things. you reassured me of things as well, you taught me to see things differently and all. yes, you just taught me alot and just ALOT~ it was nice to talk to you, and cry my hearts out, it really WAS. i dont know if i felt better alr. am i just being stubborn, and putting up with my brave front..? is it so hard to just express all my feelgs out? oh nono! am i just runng away from problems and all that? well, i think i am. i dont seem to wan face it anymore. i feel that i am runng away, i am really avoiding problems and all that. i just dont wish to talk, i just dont wish to cry anymore, esp because of that, and because of him, and in front of him too... yet, i feel so much like crying out loud. how contradicting! please, my dear fangfang.. it's time to grow and learn, through painful experiences, i'll know, and grow..

alright. just hung up the phone w him. shared w him the jokes i had from melia, i didnt know what i was tryg to do, it was nice to hear his voice, yet i guess it wasnt a good choice i made. melia, i didnt know what i was doing, but tears just rolled down, when he asked me whats wrong and i told him nothing's wrong. im feeling sorry for myself! where did the frank fangfang go? why is it that it is hard to just speak up now.

TEARS ARE JUST EXCESS WATER;
&&YES, I SHOULD JUST
GET RID OF THEM!

yessss.
GIRLS can find a thousand and one reasons to make the guy at fault
&& GIRLS can also find a million and one reasons to make a guy feel guilty,
but so ?

memories stay,
and pain wouldnt leave.

alright. guess i was in a really lousy mood last night to blog. well. traing this morning, and nizar helped me with my inr! whahahaha! thanks. a million! and heard alot from him. yeahh. hmmm. haven had such a nice talk w him for very long, well, i miss all the talks we used to share. blah blah blah.. whatever.

it is 153pm now. i just returned home from cp with sarah. yessss, my twin!!
had a lot to talk about just now. and we met ivan tan at kfc. haha. just a hi, and a bye at the interchange. =) alright. i am feelg so numb right now. i dont know what exactly i want or how i feel right now. the feelg just suck. and he's just so busy with his work.

i wonder if i fall sick, will he ever take leave to look after me.? he's gg clubbg tonight to celebrate gavin's birthday, and poor me have to stay at home. and i doubt we would have the time this weekend to meet up, and the same for next, since bball camp is drawg nearer. i just feel that there is such a big gap now. it is either i am not moving closer, or he is drifting away, well, i dont know. it has been such a tiring job to find out about him, to uds him better, that is because he never gave me a chance to know. but what can i do? i dont know about it. he doesnt seem to know what is gg thru my mind and gg on in my heart now.

honestly, and seriously, i feel that it can be stolen away, almost anytime. if anyone were to be extra nice to me right now, i could have liked that person instead, bearing in mind that you are still considered my boyfriend. i really dont know what went wrong, and where. i dont know what you are thinkg of and what i am thinkg of.

oh no-no!
HONEYMOON PERIOD IS OVER!

RAZZLE-DAZZLE.
or whatever they call it.
it's over nway, doesnt matter if it is a success.
IT IS OVER!

bigSMILES for me, my darlings!

what else do i have to say now.
today is such a LOUSY day, my dear boy.
IT IS SUPER LOUSY!
what can i say to you even till now.?
i find it so tiring to go out w you.
it has been like this for the past -i-dont-know-how-many days.
can you tell me why?
i was never this tired, really never.
i couldnt tell you because it would have hurt you, deeply.
yet i guess, i am suffocatg myself w all these that i wanted to tell you.
my baby, can you tell me what's wrong?
i simply dont feel love anymore..
baby, can you tell me why?
was it you, or was it me..?
is being tired all i can be when i am out w you now?
is being quiet all i wan to be when i am w you now?
are all the things that is happeng now all i want it to be?
are you still the one...
even though you said i am.
my heart cannot be broken if it is not even a whole to start w.
all the promises,
all the disappointment,
all the sweet-talkings and all of them,
doesnt it tire you out?


awww.. i simply miss all my girlfriends!
it seems like a thousand years since i last contacted them.
it was really nice talkg to yz again.
i just need to talk to someone now..

okay. i feel so un-loved these days. emo? i dont know. i dont feel any security and all. and it just suck! baby, i wish you could tell me why. why do my tears just drop unknowingly even without me noticing it? why do i even go through so much to make you feel better, so that i can feel better? baby, i wish for you to be happy, just like the way you want me to be, i wish for that way.. is it possible?

anyway, to all out there. my phone line got disrupted alr. forgot to pay my bills. hmmm. but you guys can still contact me at the same number, but i may be slow in replyg.

very sorry to cheng ah, didnt reply your msg-es and all. i hope you are doing okay too. =)

A BAD MONDAY.
VERY BAD ONE.

im lucky i survived.
mom woke me up as early as 745 this morning. and i had to bring her money for her, all the way to ubi. oh my. im glad i went nway. it's a responsibility. took about an hour there, had my breakfast, then another hour home. and i slept, all the way to around 1345 before i got ready for traing. yeahh. everything should be okay, SHOULD be.

alighted from the bus stop, and i allowed this old man to alight first, since i thought he has walking difficulties, and may take a longer time. so he went off, and then me. i tripped over the curb, and then my head almost hit the seat at the bus stop, then if not i could have fallen FLAT on my face! it just suck. i was so embarassed! after that i walked towards the traffic light. then i saw the two person in front of me crossg the road, so i followed them. i didnt even realise it was still green light! so just as i crossed the first lane(out of the 3 lanes), the bus went by. i was like totally shocked la. i stood in the middle of the road for a while, before realising there were cars coming towards me. i felt so weird, and very dumb.

reached school, and traing was still okaye actually. im very glad i survived that 10 rounds on lane 8! oh my, im really glad ive finished them all., with my new-born blisters as well, on both of my feet! it hurt like hell, but i didnt want to stop. traing was very fun, i must say. i simply love it. esp the part we trained fast break with the guys. oh my god! it was just... so FUN!

FUN.

traing ended as early as 6pm today, and i went back cp to meet baby. baby wasnt feelg good, but still accompanied me for my fries. i feel so guilty. VERY GUILTY! i feel that i must do something for him this time round. i feel so loss when he wasnt his own self la. perhaps i could have learnt to depend on him lesser? or maybe i could have learnt how to talk to him, understand him better? i was heartbroken to hear all the things that he said. it is never wrong for you to cry, for you know my shoulders are yours, my ears are open, and my heart belongs to you, my tears will drop just like yours, if ever you do...

i wish you will feel better, though you may nt even read this. but i still want you to feel better, i want you to know i care, i really do. and it suck when i am feeling okay, and you are not. i dont want whatever that i told you to be true. the time we have tgt aint alot alr. and im missg you more every moment. baby, i miss you &&still miss you, hearts you && still hearts you!

EMO-ed.

visited vivo ytd and today. met up with tingting, melia and baby and headed down to vivo. yeahh. was supposed to go shopping and all that. yeahh. but melia had to leave at 2pm, tingting was supposed to meet him, and baby had to go his newhouse. arghh! wth. was so sad the whole day caaann. nway, tingting got bullied can. and i swear he's such an ass! never mind, it;s all over. and i do hope tingting feels better and big HEARTS for you okay? =))

nway, was left with tingting ytd, and we went walkg around lorh. gettg quite sian-d of vivo alr. visitg thr like almost every week caaan. but nway, i bought chocolates ytd! haha. shared it w my sis, my parents and my baby! :DDD

met baby for breakfast at some coffeeshop near my school, then met up w melia, tingting, clara, faye, and ade. yupps. headed down to farah's house! yeahhh. haha. the chicken wings damn nicee caan. haha. yeahh. and baby was so bored. i feel so bad laaaaa.=( nway, went down to vivo again! cause my mom was there and she asked me down laaa. so i went down with all of them, train-d down and met up w my mom, dad and sis. yupps. and mommy met baby! haha. daddy met baby too. :)

&&mommy gave me 20dollars. haha. am gg to save it up. haha. im startg to save money too la. lookg for some part time jobs too. which i can do in the night laaa. yeahh. so that i can go shopping soon! HAHA! okokaye. baby doesnt want me to work. but still, i need the money. i want to buy that shirt for you...=X

was at vivo and halfway, all of them had to leave la. so they left. was totally sian-ed la. baby and i went to eat, then we went home alr. =( was totally so EMO la. didnt feel like gg home, but i have to and baby has to work.

i felt kinda bad nway, but i just didnt wanna say anyth la, didnt even want to move la. i just felt like stoning throughout the whole journey back. i guess i had enjoyed and relaxed too much. and it feels so weird gettg back to work. like gg back to school for traings and stuff. of course, i still wish for OP to be over ASAP! after project work and all. i just wish to have all my burden removed. all of a sudden, i just wish to run away, shirking off all responsibilities! basketball, project work, commitment to the school, and all that. it simply suck la! awwwww.... =(

today is such a lousy emo-ing day. and forget not, tomorrow is a brand new start, with MONDAY BLUES! =(

fangfang is so sick! she wanna run, run and only run,
run away from you,
run away from you,
run away from you,
and away,
just away...

- Get Your Own

THANK YOU!
to tiying, rouhui, melia, tingting, clara, chengyin, and those who care.

01nov06
no school, which was why i was so glad. lunch-ed with baby, balled a lil, and then went his house to watch just my luck & my bf is type B! whahahaha! home-d after that. =))

02nov06
met baby in the afternoon, then ate at seoul garden. yupps. baby paid part of my share. and i swear we ate alot! X) nway, was walkg ard at TM. yeahh. and we took neoprints! twice! haha. and i am happy+still happy! visited toys'r us! haha. and baby, remember our PEEK-A-BOO!* after tamp, we returned back to sk, then pei-ed baby for checkup. after that went his house, then we had a looonngg chat! yeahh. felt so great after talkg to baby. cool. :)

03nov06
alright. am supposed to feel guilty for nt studyg. yeahh. but i think i'd rather not! haha. the paper was manageable. and thank you, really thank you to TIYING, CHENG & ROU, NIC who wished me lucks! oh well, even my baby forgot about it...=( well well.. my 2nd LAST paper is overrrr... whahahaha! had ogl meetg after the paper. oh well, i had plenty of fun today! haha. saw whom i should seee. haha. okokaye. enough. HAHA! baby's gonna get super jealous!

anyway, lunch-ed w melia, clara, sarah and liz. yeahh. and i gave bukit timah a miss. sorry, my dear twin.

oh yeahh. and this is supposed to be the headline for today, but well...
that ASS lost her ENTRY PROOF laaaa... of course i am super freakg happy. but after that she managed to BUY a new one for 2dollars, and even managed to arrive in school ON TIME! wth! arghhh. sorry to melia, but i seriously HATE her, and i dont like herrr to take advantage of you just because you are niceee and that you are there. NONONO! not that way, alright.. i HATE her, nothing wil change the fact.

nway, gg vivo w baby, tingting, clara and melia! haha. i wanna go put on all the most expensive clothings, and then just take many pics out there! haha. and then, i'll just leave the shop empty handed! hahaa. and since tmr's a saturday, it wouldnt be so pissed for the ppl working there la. haha! i am so gonna have so much fun tmr. =))
cheers.