蔷蔷

还记得你喜欢咬著我的手

给我你嘴里的球

要我陪你玩丢丢

你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵

窝在我的身旁没有烦忧

在梦里遨游

好狗狗 好狗狗

谢谢你陪妈咪这么久

你明明要离开我

是搬到天堂生活

蔷蔷你要记得我

你不要走丢

快快找到天使

在天堂给我(们)保佑

蔷蔷不要忘了我

还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友

你永远活在记忆中

"...the first time in a while, you know you are capable of great things!
turn on the charm..."

it's teachers' day today, and it is a wonderful day for me and for her, i guess.

i wrote her a thing,
she read it, we talked.

she is a ever-ready-kind, always there;
she never turn her back on us;
she never fail to make us laugh till we drop;
she never stop helping us and guide us back onto the right track.

at the last hurdle,
she told me to do my best.
she really meant well.
really.
i wish she knows who i am referring to.
cos she's the one..
the wonderful in my life!

i didnt know small and little things that we do can make them smile so prettily and happily, until today. they put in so much for us, they are like the clouds, while we, constantly reaching out for the stars, and we know that we always have something to fall back on--- THEM.

they are the wonderfuls in my life,
simple, pretty and sweet wonders.

i had a fall just now. it hurts.

TAURUS- The CutieMost Amazing kisser. Very high appeal.Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.Most caring person you will ever meet!Entirely creative. Extremely randomand proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.Great at telling Stories. Not aFighter, But will Knock your lightsout if it comes down to it. Someoneyou should hold on to.

单纯、可靠的友情。?

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

这么久没上课，突然又必须回到每天很有规律的生活，感觉还蛮不习惯的。有一点懒惰，想留在房里什么都不做。。。

加油?！

MONDAY BLUES? i dislike gg back to school to study now, okay. i mean now. moreover it's like the start of the 7th month tmr caaaan. how do i go home luhh! nway, i guess i'll be skipping all the monday evening lessons, for my own safety! heh. dont ask why lah, but im pretty scared! :(
and he cant send me home everyday! awwww. who's willing to man?

oh yah! exactly 11 days to my first prelim paper. it's gonna suck. nway, i bought a top for my sis's birthday, and i am gg to get another top for my 2nd sis for her birthday too. i liked that shirt luhhh. and im buying things that i like for them! :X

arggghhhh. i so dont wanna go back to school luhhhhhh!
:(((((((((((

HELLO!

i have been looking and looking over the photos of me and my team taken soooo recently luhhh! haha. and i think they are just like pretty jewels caaaaan! awwww. so sweeet right! hmm. everything seemed to be just ytd.. well, life still goes on!

:)))

nway, i so wanna blogg about the thanksgiving night! haha.the performance was terrific, i must say! the teachers made us laugh so hard lah! esp the romeo and juliet part. well, i got emo that night. my team stood up a few times, and we sang IF WE HOLD ON TOGETHER. i cried after the second line i guess! oops!. haha. but nway, i had a great time with my friends, my team. after the whole thing ended, i stayed back and took many pictures with my classmates. heh. and went on to meet my baby.

we rushed down to vivo city and caught SECRETS. okaye, i never cry luhhhh! it's so disappointing can! i think i am gg to watch it again luh. hais.

was at home on national day, and went out to study ytd with melia and clara. yehh. and dinner with my eldest sis. had swensens! haha. and the food was like so little lah! haiyo. nway, homed after that and rested the whole night.

talked to G on the phone before i slept. (:

it was as if it was our graduation day..

WENDY said...

"thanks girls, from the bottom of my
heart. just wanna say that i am really happy i made the right choice in coming
to sr. thankyou for those wonderful gifts. i really appreciate them so much.
thanks for the effort. and giving me so much love. you guys have made me love
the game even more. anyway, i was in the taxi and i heard the song PENG YOU on
the radio. what a perfect timing right. well, good luck in everything you do. i
love my team..."

"We may not be the champions on the court, but we are winners at heart and
spirit. SRJC
TEAM...WIN!"

and SUSAN said...

"I'm sorry girls, only realised how
much i actually love the team when everything, every process is all
irreversible. the fact im left behind all by myself will never change. im very
sorry i didnt treasure you all, very sorry for always skipping trainings, very
sorry for all the immature things i do, complaining and all. it's all too late
now but one thing for sure this TEAM'07 will always be the team i love most and
i'll never forget everyone of you, my teammates. remember susan is waiting for
you all at the srjc bball court.."

and all that i can say to them is that i love you guys, you made me feel loved, made me feel warm, made me feel that you guys are so wonderful luhh...

i wanna blog about the one yr thing. i know it's quite some time back alr. but my darling appeared w a bouquet of roses early in the morning at my void deck! i was shocked la, i mean who wouldnt, yehh? alright. according to him, that bouquet of roses was his first. and so he sent me to school, or perhaps just outside school. okay, i did skip school that day, but i was having my cramps too. and so did he, except that he didnt had any cramps. :))

nway, i took my mc and went home to sleep before meeting him again. i know it sounded really boring luh. but we went studying instead of gg out, cos i had tests the next day i guess. =X and the following week was quick and tough at the same time. well, that's life in jc. =l

last monday, my class had this fund-raising thing gg on, and i stayed back to help. yahh. and i sold lollipops and drinks to dustin and FRIEND! heh. and hello, dustin's friend. :DD

ah-hems.

and we continued ytd. but i had basketball farewell party lah! heh. we enjoyed it so totally luh! I LOVE THEM! they made me proud man! aww, and they are forever so loving and sweet! HEH. had our treasure hunt thing, and i got my socks, with my name on it. and then had a second clue in geokjoo's locker. haha. then when we finally met up and all, we had alot of fun caaaan! but everything ended so quickly... :( tell me it's not gg to end...

the game we played was very quick, and then we went back to our favourite spot after trainings. and then we started our second part of treasure hunt. i found my duckling in the toilet. :] and the rest started to go find theirs! haha. my juniors are really sweet luh! then we had our usual nasi lemak and we started talking. the best part was after dinner i guess. we each received our token from mr hon and ms r. yeahh. i had mine!

"the talks we had, the laughters we
shared, the tears we shed.. nothing can bring them back. still, i hope it did
not end there. i love them, and that's it. no doubt about it... "

andand i prepared decorated candles for them, dont know why, but just candles. and a note for most of them, especially my darling j2 batch! sarah and jungui gave us a scrapbook thingie. i cried after looking thru okay! i really cried la. and then eunice gave us a small sock! with our names written on it. also, pear gave us this tile with the j2 batch picture printed on it. well, i think all these really made me tear!

ahqin was the best i guess. the first time she spoke in front of all of them, and she cried. well, she made me cry as well. i hope it isnt too late for us, my girls. everything should not, and will not end last night. that was just a new beginning for all of us!

finally, we had a TEAM HUGG! yehh, our last one... and we sang peng you, although it was a rojak kind. lol.

wendy`04; geraldine`06; elizabeth`07; jane`08; qinling`09; cifang`10; eunice`11; sarah`12; jungui`13; geokjoo`05; wanyin`14; cheryl`15; susan pear; sharon; jac; vanessa; and many more of the lovely j1s.

"once a team, always
one..."

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜



你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 你走过的世界
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前



你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡



冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜



你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 你走过的世界
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前



你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

it doesnt mean that you have a big heart, i must have one. it doesnt work this way anymore, things have changed, my dear. i wish i can put things across to you very nicely. i thought you knew, or i always think you will know, will understand, but how? when? and what? sometimes it is really not whatever you say, you call the shots. sometimes, seriously, you have to think and understand. it doesnt mean everyone has to listen to you, and you call the shots. if you wish to be respected, first learn to respect. you may be very spoilt at home, but your home is not any where outside here.

no offence, pls.
[and even if you feel offended, i cant do anyth la. ]