prelims are gladly over, and wat's ahead is a levels.
work hard, and you deserve what you get.
stop indulging yourself in the fun you should nt have;
FOCUS.
time cannot be wasted like this.
move on, and study hard.

okokay. im really okay now. exams ended. :)

i cried v hard on tue. met up with him and it was my uncle's last day of wake and i did not go. it's a long story and mom said kids like us shouldnt go there. moreover im having my exams. i cant remember what exactly happened on tue, except that i cried. my eyes became so swollen that i couldnt put on my contact lens the next day! :x

nway, it was the cry that bring us back tgt too.
._.lll

rou, i could have replied you and told you nothing's happened.
but not now.

my uncle passed away, exams, him. what else can i do?
im sorry to put it this way, but im tired, and have tried many means and ways to get over things which i should, but i could not.

is it always my fault, or maybe now its not to talk about who's fault was it eh?

love is about taking a blind leap of faith,
to believe and trust that person,
that he or she will stay beside you in the toughest of times,
and nurse your poor ailing heart.
all who love are brave souls,
encasing their hearts right in their hands,
to show the world just what they are beating for.
you were not a brave soul,
perhaps not for me this time round...

i so hope i can go over give you a hug.
give you power.
girl power.
- xiu -

Labels: each time, my world seems to be crashing and you dont bother.

"女人的心，真的可以说变就变？"

"如果我们两在认识时都没有过去，也许真的可以开开心心的在一起。"

但，想想就算了。